AHAHAHA. AN UPDATE.
how was CNY everyone? it's now wed. and i haven't touched my homework yet -.-
oh well. so now i'm going to chiong ahhh!
heh. I painted my nails pink. Why pink though i'm not a pink person? Cos it suits my skin tone. haiii. xD
Got $334 so far XD well. I'm gonna get more on sat, though i dunno how much more ne.
I already told myself i can spend 20% of my CNY for whatever i want and save the rest. so that's... $66.80. LOL.
AND I SAW HEYSAYJUMP FIRST PHOTOBOOK @KINO *SPAZZES* $45.90!!!
but i dunno if i shd get it. mom may kill me. ;X But...gyaaa. wakarenai ne.
I didn't know they brought in stock. kino said they didn't. but then i saw one at the photobooks section. *my fangirl heart went doki doki doki max*
AHHHHHHH. I WANT THE PHOTOBOOK. D; well. see if mom allows XD Cos she did for the calender ne. That's her bday present to meeeeee! and it's coming in 3 WEEKS 4 DAYS.
and counting down....WHOOT.
OH YEAH. HITOMI NO SCREEN'S COMING OUT IN A WEEK. :D
hah. okay. i'll go do my hw now XD
Ja ne! (bye in jap)
シャルロット
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
WARNING : THIS POST IS VERY BLUNT AND THUS MIGHT BE TOO DIRECT AND HARSH. THIS IS FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN WITHSTAND EMOTIONAL TALKS THINGY.
what do you want me to do. spend more time with you? i'm trying okay. just that our schedules clash. i do talk through the phone with you guys though. why. i'm really trying my best here. do you know how much it hurts? you have no freaking idea. yes i know i have not been spending much time with you guys and i'm really sorry bout that. it's...complicated. i want to spend time with you all too but i need to make new friends in class too. you can say i'm selfish and i won't deny it. otherwise i won't fit in. i have to think of myself now. if i don't fit in how can i do projects with them? or hold even daily conversations? i have to be selfish. if i could change back time, don't you think i would? wtheck. my hands are trembling. crap that.
Oh wow thanks. How sweet. You know what you did. But i'm not going to do the same. Why should i anyway? You guys should know too.
I initially wanted to dedicate yell - ikimono gakari to you guys. one part of the lyrics is :
[[ Every time (we) say GOODBYE to someone
Can we get stronger and make a difference?
Doesn't matter how far (we) fly away from each other ]]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owQFLAkGsRc
Well. It seems maybe i was wrong?
And yes. Shann's theory was correct. You don't know how i face each day. It hurts like...shit. There's no way i can explain it anyway. Don't even think you know the extent of it.
in any case. I am NOT "breaking" friends with you all. I WANT YOU GUYS TO UNDERSTAND that i want to continue being friends with you guys. hai.
永遠に友達.
シャルロット.
what do you want me to do. spend more time with you? i'm trying okay. just that our schedules clash. i do talk through the phone with you guys though. why. i'm really trying my best here. do you know how much it hurts? you have no freaking idea. yes i know i have not been spending much time with you guys and i'm really sorry bout that. it's...complicated. i want to spend time with you all too but i need to make new friends in class too. you can say i'm selfish and i won't deny it. otherwise i won't fit in. i have to think of myself now. if i don't fit in how can i do projects with them? or hold even daily conversations? i have to be selfish. if i could change back time, don't you think i would? wtheck. my hands are trembling. crap that.
Oh wow thanks. How sweet. You know what you did. But i'm not going to do the same. Why should i anyway? You guys should know too.
I initially wanted to dedicate yell - ikimono gakari to you guys. one part of the lyrics is :
[[ Every time (we) say GOODBYE to someone
Can we get stronger and make a difference?
Doesn't matter how far (we) fly away from each other ]]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owQFLAkGsRc
Well. It seems maybe i was wrong?
And yes. Shann's theory was correct. You don't know how i face each day. It hurts like...shit. There's no way i can explain it anyway. Don't even think you know the extent of it.
in any case. I am NOT "breaking" friends with you all. I WANT YOU GUYS TO UNDERSTAND that i want to continue being friends with you guys. hai.
永遠に友達.
シャルロット.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
haii. now another post. :) listening to GET- HS7.
i've been busy lately - homework, tuition and what else? oh right. tests.
oh yeah, today Yabu's birthday.Therefore, this part is going to be dedicated to him.
Otanjoubi Omedetou Yabu kun! :D you're finally 20! WHOOT! XD You were in Johnny's since...2001. That means this year's gonna be your 10th. Man, from being the leader of Yayayah to (unofficial leader of)HeySayJUMP... that took 6 years. Maa, I wish you all the best! :D Do your best in JUMP concerts and when i see you all in 2011, i will fangirl my heart out XD
And long live yabuhika! XP
now HIKA. XD
hikaaaaaaaaaaaa. you're so cool in Orthros no Inu! >.< GO HIKA! :D
i have yet to watch yabumama in Ninkyo Helper though.
okay okay. no more fangirling. thought i really want to fangirl somemore. i think i will on the next post. YUTO <3
hai hai! now i don't know what to post about lol. sigh, next week got 3 tests. >,< iie...i don't want!
ah. but i will GET my photos next week. i hope. :X heehee.
-シャルロット
i've been busy lately - homework, tuition and what else? oh right. tests.
oh yeah, today Yabu's birthday.Therefore, this part is going to be dedicated to him.
Otanjoubi Omedetou Yabu kun! :D you're finally 20! WHOOT! XD You were in Johnny's since...2001. That means this year's gonna be your 10th. Man, from being the leader of Yayayah to (unofficial leader of)HeySayJUMP... that took 6 years. Maa, I wish you all the best! :D Do your best in JUMP concerts and when i see you all in 2011, i will fangirl my heart out XD
And long live yabuhika! XP
now HIKA. XD
hikaaaaaaaaaaaa. you're so cool in Orthros no Inu! >.< GO HIKA! :D
i have yet to watch yabumama in Ninkyo Helper though.
okay okay. no more fangirling. thought i really want to fangirl somemore. i think i will on the next post. YUTO <3
hai hai! now i don't know what to post about lol. sigh, next week got 3 tests. >,< iie...i don't want!
ah. but i will GET my photos next week. i hope. :X heehee.
-シャルロット
Saturday, January 2, 2010
FIRST POST!
:D HI ALL! HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD This post will be red cos well...it's the new year! yay!~
Little intro bout myself- I'M A JPOP FAN (esp JE-Johnny's entertainment) NOT A KPOP FAN. I REALLY ADMIRE HEYSAYJUMP! or JUMP for short. haii ( ^^ ) ano...I like anime too, like D. Gray man and kimi ni todoke. People like shann call me an otaku. it's someone who like manga/anime. :D -end-
GOOODDDDDD MOM'S GONNA GET FOR ME THE JUMP CALENDER :D *does a jig* ohyeah~ oh yeah~ it'll come in mid march ^^ can't wait ne? haha i told you i like JUMP.
Yuto-kun daisuki ne?~
gee. i don't know why i'm even creating a blog. i think cos i would like to stay as part of 4co. i really wanna thank you guys for the wonderful memories. <3"thank you" ありがとう. i'll try to drop by 4co loads ne?
signing off,
char
Little intro bout myself- I'M A JPOP FAN (esp JE-Johnny's entertainment) NOT A KPOP FAN. I REALLY ADMIRE HEYSAYJUMP! or JUMP for short. haii ( ^^ ) ano...I like anime too, like D. Gray man and kimi ni todoke. People like shann call me an otaku. it's someone who like manga/anime. :D -end-
GOOODDDDDD MOM'S GONNA GET FOR ME THE JUMP CALENDER :D *does a jig* ohyeah~ oh yeah~ it'll come in mid march ^^ can't wait ne? haha i told you i like JUMP.
Yuto-kun daisuki ne?~
gee. i don't know why i'm even creating a blog. i think cos i would like to stay as part of 4co. i really wanna thank you guys for the wonderful memories. <3"thank you" ありがとう. i'll try to drop by 4co loads ne?
signing off,
char
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