Tuesday, December 14, 2010

ignore this post. it's full of crap.

I feel so helpless right now. S who refuses to pay up. wth. why are you like that? now she only has $600 you know. obviously, the sum you borrowed has 2 more zeroes in it. got money, also don't want to pay up. how i wish i can force you to pay her money now. you stinking s. i hope you rot. after paying her.

you better not show up at the christmas party else not only her and mom, but i will also join in. i'll call you all the names i can think of - it's prob going to be a lot. And woe be to you if something is near me. i'll chuck it at you. making her cry, watching mom getting so exasperated then boiling mad. you sure have a lot of nerve, huh? f.you. it was so unbearable hearing their convos with you - duh, you asking mom to help her calm down, wth? - that i had to plug in my earphones and blast music you know? i did hear some parts, like all your empty promises. you sss. and you even lied about not getting her emails when she sent them to you twice. bs.

I always thought you were quite nice, but turns out i was wrong, eh? why did you be so "friendly" towards me? it seems like i cannot trust men anymore. keep on owing money, esp my dear father. then go run off to china and not pay them back their hard-earned cash? every guy is the same.

in both cases, both know how much money they owe, but DON'T WANT TO PAY BH. THEN WHAT? NOW THE CHILD HAS TO BE BLAMED IS IT? SO EVEN IF YOU "LOVE" YOUR CHILD, IT'S OKAY TO LET THEM SHOULDER YOUR BLAME? I WONDER HOW YOUR SON'S COPING RIGHT NOW THEN. both are incorrigible b. and i don't know how to pay her back.

here i am, venting, but i still feel helpless. what can i do to help? i can't force him to pay you - unless i have him at gunpoint. bs. i really don't know what to do.

perhaps it is time to lose myself in another world again.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

more giveaways for everyone~

Hey! :D

Man, I am so lazy today. I woke up at 1pm only! But I guess I have a good reason since I could only sleep at 7am... (._.) Am somewhat doing my SS homework now, but then since I used the com, I succumbed to the temptation of finding more giveaways XD It'll benefit everyone, deshou? :D

So here are the links to these wonderful bloggers! *applause*


http://momo1982.blogspot.com/2010/11/my-first-giveaway.html
Deadline : 31 Dec

http://samispoon.blogspot.com/2010/11/giveaway.html
Deadline : 30 Nov

SO HURRY UP BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!~ And be sure to read about their interesting and unique posts about JAPAN <3




love,

Char ^o^

Saturday, November 6, 2010

One word.

http://chouzuru.blogspot.com/2010/10/big-1-year-blog-aversary-giveaway.html


One word: AWESOME!


Just chanced upon this, saw the giveaway and the posts and I could not help myself! :D

Super kawaii <3


everything looks so pretty, esp the necklace! I'm a sucker for necklaces XD



P.S AWESOME IS ALSO TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS - ESP RUTH, PEARL AND RAHRAH <3 (even though I'm quite sure Rahrah's not gg to read my blog)

love,
char

Saturday, June 12, 2010

SEE PREVIOUS POST. (AFTER DINNER)

yay. :D Yummy dinner = makes my day. o(._.)o



1.DREAMER
  Lyricist:Yabu Kota Composer:BOUNCEBACK
  Arrangements:高橋哲也、佐藤泰将

2.INFINITY
  Lyricist: Yaotome Hikaru Composer:内田智之
  Arrangements:CHOKKAKU

3. 瞳のスクリーン (Hitomi no Screen)
日本テレビ系土曜ドラマ「左目探偵EYE」主題歌
(Nihon TV Saturday Dorama Theme Song)
   Lyricist:村野直球 Composer:馬飼野康二
  Arrangements:鈴木雅也

4.真紅 (Shinku/ Crimson [color-dark red])
  Lyricist: Yamada Ryosuke Composer:Fredrik Hult
  Arrangements:h-wonder

5.ガンバレッツゴー! (Ganbarettsugo!)
  Lyricist:藤林聖子、MAKOTO
  Composer・Arrangements:h-wonder

6.情熱 JUMP (Jounetsu JUMP)
  Lyricist:ma-saya  Composer:BOUNCEBACK
  Arrangements:船山基紀

7.すまいるそんぐ (Sumairu Songu/Smile Song)
  Lyricist: Chinen Yuri Composer:Shusui, Hirofumi Sasaki
   Arrangements:石塚知生

8.Memories
  Lyricist:ma-saya  Composer:加藤裕介
  Arrangements:佐藤泰将

9. Dreams come true
TBS系 フジテレビ系「バレーボール世界最終予選」イメージソング
(TBS TV "VolleyBall World Semi-final" image song)
  Lyricist:久保田洋司 Composer:馬飼野康二
   Arrangements:CHOKKAKU

10.Time
  Lyricist: Takaki Yuya Composer:平田祥一郎
  Arrangements:Arioka Daiki、Eddy

11.Score
  Lyricist: Yabu Kota  Composers:JOEY CARBONE and STEVEN LEE
  Arrangements:前口渉 RAP lyrics:Yaotome Hikaru

12. Your Seed
映画「カンフー・パンダ」イメージソング
(Image song of the movie )
  Lyricist:ma-saya Composer:h-wonder
   Arrangements:ha-j

13.アイ☆スクリーム (Ai☆Sukuriimu <--is that a pun?! "I scream/ Ice-cream/ Love scream"??!!)
  Lyricist+Composer:Yaotome Hikaru
  Arrangements:磯崎健史、吉岡たく

14. 真夜中のシャドーボーイ (Mayonaka no Shadow Boy)
日本テレビ系土曜ドラマ「スクラップ・ティーチャー ~教師再生~」主題歌
(Nihon TV Saturday Dorama Theme Song)
  Lyricist:ma-saya Composer:馬飼野康二
  Arrangements:馬飼野康二、石塚知生

15.Dash!!
  Lyricist:Nakajima Yuto Composer:原一博
  Arrangements:川端良征、清水昭男

16. Ultra Music Power
フジテレビ系「ワールドカップバレー2007」イメージソング
(Fuji TV Image song)
  Lyricist:MSS Composer:馬飼野康二
   Arrangements:CHOKKAKU

17.Thank You ~僕たちから君へ~ (Thank you~Bokutachi kara kimi e~/Thank you~From us to you~)
  Lyricists:Hey! Say! JUMP Composer:STVEN LEE
   Arrangements:船山基紀 Song Co-ordination:JOEY CARBONE





THAT HAS TOTALLY MADE MY DAY/WEEK/YEAR. *circles year*

I'm really really happy they've helped in this album. (^^)
AND YUTO HAS DONE THE LYRICS = HIS OWN SONG. *spazzes and then fangirls*
Hope he will sing it (^^) Man, Uruwashii no bad girl has my head reeling alr and now yuto-kun's got this. man oh man. :O
Pity Keito-kun doesn't have a solo in thr. I wanted to hear Babylon. Well, at least they contributed to the last song. All of 'em. (Ryuu-chan's included.)



Peru-chii, don't worry. I'll be there for you whenever you need someone to lean on. And to otaku-girl (made that up)esp for furu bara. Glad you got the book. I wanna see the contents. Serious. :) (no more persuading you to buy it *breathes a sigh of relief :P) Glad you like the pencil I got for you. LOSE/ DIRTY IT & YOU WILL DIE.

Teehee. I'm gonna have to wake up early tmr. Gonna go to PC show to get my ipod nano (16GB) YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!

http://store.apple.com/sg/browse/home/shop_ipod/family/ipod_nano?mco=MTAyNTQzMjM

PRETTTTTYYY COLOURS!!!
I'm thinking of getting the orange one? Idk.

heh. may update tmr :D


love,
Char

BEFORE DINNER

hahahahaha. just came back from KL yesterday :D lol~ so fun! but service was sucky. The people there gave us attitude. .o(._.)o.

SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~
Bought a sky-blue shorts (RM29.90), yellow parka with cute rainbows on it (RM29.90) and a black jacket with cute ichigos on it (RM39.90) teehee. they are all from jap brand HARAJUKU. DAISUKI <3

lalala~ saw tiff&co. there and my mind immediately thought "KAME!" *squeals* o(>.<)o he did so many cms with tiff&co...

Ara. Took loads of pics too. Will prob get them soon *evil grin*

The smell of alio olio fills my house. Mom's cooking it now. So darn yummy.





HEYSAYJUMP loveeeeeeee. full song list came out alr, will post it aft dinner. teehee~




byebye for now (^^)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

SHERLIN ;D

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO SHERR;D


SHERR <3333 oh i miss you. >.< (though i'm actually smsing you now XD)
It really has been a long time ne? months... O.O
Now you know. So i can't play audi with you yet. Gomen (sorry).
Hmm...well. in reply to your post...
we're not at total opp ends of the world lol XD just a lil far away.
But of course, you can also sms (like what we're doing now)/ call me! :D
And visit me through my blog.

I'm very happy we met each other ne. ^^

..................................................

What. You played against my sch for bb? O.O Never knew. XP


haii. i need to do my work now. will chat with ya somehow! loads of ways [:


<33
char

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

WHOOTTT.

AHAHAHA. AN UPDATE.


how was CNY everyone? it's now wed. and i haven't touched my homework yet -.-
oh well. so now i'm going to chiong ahhh!

heh. I painted my nails pink. Why pink though i'm not a pink person? Cos it suits my skin tone. haiii. xD

Got $334 so far XD well. I'm gonna get more on sat, though i dunno how much more ne.

I already told myself i can spend 20% of my CNY for whatever i want and save the rest. so that's... $66.80. LOL.

AND I SAW HEYSAYJUMP FIRST PHOTOBOOK @KINO *SPAZZES* $45.90!!!

but i dunno if i shd get it. mom may kill me. ;X But...gyaaa. wakarenai ne.
I didn't know they brought in stock. kino said they didn't. but then i saw one at the photobooks section. *my fangirl heart went doki doki doki max*
AHHHHHHH. I WANT THE PHOTOBOOK. D; well. see if mom allows XD Cos she did for the calender ne. That's her bday present to meeeeee! and it's coming in 3 WEEKS 4 DAYS.



and counting down....WHOOT.


OH YEAH. HITOMI NO SCREEN'S COMING OUT IN A WEEK. :D


hah. okay. i'll go do my hw now XD

Ja ne! (bye in jap)


シャルロット

Friday, February 5, 2010

WARNING : THIS POST IS VERY BLUNT AND THUS MIGHT BE TOO DIRECT AND HARSH. THIS IS FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN WITHSTAND EMOTIONAL TALKS THINGY.




what do you want me to do. spend more time with you? i'm trying okay. just that our schedules clash. i do talk through the phone with you guys though. why. i'm really trying my best here. do you know how much it hurts? you have no freaking idea. yes i know i have not been spending much time with you guys and i'm really sorry bout that. it's...complicated. i want to spend time with you all too but i need to make new friends in class too. you can say i'm selfish and i won't deny it. otherwise i won't fit in. i have to think of myself now. if i don't fit in how can i do projects with them? or hold even daily conversations? i have to be selfish. if i could change back time, don't you think i would? wtheck. my hands are trembling. crap that.


Oh wow thanks. How sweet. You know what you did. But i'm not going to do the same. Why should i anyway? You guys should know too.

I initially wanted to dedicate yell - ikimono gakari to you guys. one part of the lyrics is :

[[ Every time (we) say GOODBYE to someone
Can we get stronger and make a difference?
Doesn't matter how far (we) fly away from each other ]]


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owQFLAkGsRc


Well. It seems maybe i was wrong?


And yes. Shann's theory was correct. You don't know how i face each day. It hurts like...shit. There's no way i can explain it anyway. Don't even think you know the extent of it.

in any case. I am NOT "breaking" friends with you all. I WANT YOU GUYS TO UNDERSTAND that i want to continue being friends with you guys. hai.


永遠に友達.



シャルロット.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

haii. now another post. :) listening to GET- HS7.
i've been busy lately - homework, tuition and what else? oh right. tests.

oh yeah, today Yabu's birthday.Therefore, this part is going to be dedicated to him.

Otanjoubi Omedetou Yabu kun! :D you're finally 20! WHOOT! XD You were in Johnny's since...2001. That means this year's gonna be your 10th. Man, from being the leader of Yayayah to (unofficial leader of)HeySayJUMP... that took 6 years. Maa, I wish you all the best! :D Do your best in JUMP concerts and when i see you all in 2011, i will fangirl my heart out XD

And long live yabuhika! XP

now HIKA. XD
hikaaaaaaaaaaaa. you're so cool in Orthros no Inu! >.< GO HIKA! :D
i have yet to watch yabumama in Ninkyo Helper though.


okay okay. no more fangirling. thought i really want to fangirl somemore. i think i will on the next post. YUTO <3

hai hai! now i don't know what to post about lol. sigh, next week got 3 tests. >,< iie...i don't want!

ah. but i will GET my photos next week. i hope. :X heehee.

-シャルロット

Saturday, January 2, 2010

FIRST POST!

:D HI ALL! HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD This post will be red cos well...it's the new year! yay!~


Little intro bout myself- I'M A JPOP FAN (esp JE-Johnny's entertainment) NOT A KPOP FAN. I REALLY ADMIRE HEYSAYJUMP! or JUMP for short. haii ( ^^ ) ano...I like anime too, like D. Gray man and kimi ni todoke. People like shann call me an otaku. it's someone who like manga/anime. :D -end-


GOOODDDDDD MOM'S GONNA GET FOR ME THE JUMP CALENDER :D *does a jig* ohyeah~ oh yeah~ it'll come in mid march ^^ can't wait ne? haha i told you i like JUMP.

Yuto-kun daisuki ne?~


gee. i don't know why i'm even creating a blog. i think cos i would like to stay as part of 4co. i really wanna thank you guys for the wonderful memories. <3"thank you" ありがとう. i'll try to drop by 4co loads ne?

signing off,

char